Not Ashamed of the Gospel

My Commitment. My Stand! God's Way, Not Man's!

2009-11-04T20:37:00.006+08:00

Its been a while now since I last blogged. But, thanks be to the Lord for a few godly encouragements from my awesome life group members and the launching of the J4 blog, which prompted me to publish this post of which the topic I hold a firm stand. It is none other than, the controversial, exciting and hair raising topic of: Relationships and Dating.

Now, I personally know that I am not ready for a serious relationship at all. Yes, being 18 and being around a culture that promotes and encourages dating as a norm, it can be very tempting to just go along with the flow and be accepted by fellow peers. But hey, who ever said making a stand was easy? Especially a stand for God? Jesus was crucified, Peter was crucified upside down, the apostle Paul was beheaded, and a whole list of godly men were stoned, flogged and persecuted just because they made a stand. Furthermore, Matt 5:13 calls us to be salt and light, to be set apart, and Romans 12:2 tells us not to be conformed to the patterns of this world.

But first, let me show you what the world has done to the image of love, relationships and dating. It has done nothing but present a perverted version of what was once an amazing gift from God. Gone were they days of commitment, gone were the days of virtue and out the window goes godliness. Now, what we have is the self-centered, short-termed and immoral practice of "Recreational Dating", which is dating where both individuals have no interest of commitment or marriage and it is just solely to satisfy fleshly pleasures. Boys now think they can be a man and play the games of REAL MEN while not assuming responsibility of it! All they want now is the kiss kiss touch touch urge to merge nonsense......

Here are the few reasons why I choose to stay clear from relationship for now:

I am not physically, mentally, financially and most importantly spiritually capable of leading another. I believe intimacy comes at the cost of commitment and if I am not ready to commit myself to that relationship, then I have no right to be even thinking of another. Come on, I'm only 18, there is so much more I have to learn from the Lord and grow in maturity in Him.
I do not want to allow myself to easily fall into sexual sin and desires of the flesh for youthful lust is so dangerous. We could so easily commit adultery at any point! When I say adultery, I'm referring to the Matt 5:28 definition which states whoever looks upon a woman to lust after her has already committed adultery with her in his heart. Let us compare two verses, Eph 6:11 which says we may take our stand against the devil and 1Cor 6;18 which says flee from sexual immorality. See that how much more dangerous sexual immorality and lust is? Even when the devil comes, we stand and he flees. But when it comes to sexual immorality, we are told to flee! Let us do our best to achieve:
Marriage is sacred! It is so sacred that God uses marriage to symbolize the uniting of His son and His church. The bible calls the church the bride of Christ (Rev 21:2). If God has described it to be such a sacred occasion, let us not rush into a relationship, but seek God always for preparation.
Eph 5:25 says: Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her. How far did Christ go for His church? All the way to the point of death. This means if I were to get into a relationship, and if I want to be Christlike in it, I must be able to lay down my life for my spouse, to stand at the door to protect her from whatever that comes!
Matthew 6:33 encourages us that if we seek first His kingdom and his righteousness, all these things shall be added unto us. I'm sure when God said "ALL THESE THINGS", I'm sure that includes a perfect spouse made just for each and every one of us individually. After all, if marriage is so sacred, a spouse would probably be one of God's top priorities in a list of things to give us. So let us stop worrying and seeking and thinking we know best and try to play God, but rather, trust and obey!
Why bother spending so much time, effort, and money, calling and texting someone to share your problems with, hoping they can help just because they are you boy/girl friend, where we have an omnipotent, omnipresent and omniscient prayer-answering God whos promises will endure! Why not turn to Him and lean on Him, and He will make straight your path? (Prov 3:5)
What right do I have to waste my parent's hard earned money on another person's daughter? What right do I have to take another man's daughter/son? I mean, I would be pretty pissed off if someone just came into my house without permission and took all my Gundam. I'm not saying I sexually made those Gundams, but still, they are something I treasure.

I know some of you are probably thinking 'Wow, Paul has officially gone crazy'. But we are talking about the standards of the Most High, the King of Kings, the Almighty, Sinless and Blameless, Pure Light and we can just go on and on. Therefore, this is not just what I am saying, this is what God commands us to keep. Your problem now will not be with men, but with God and His Word.

Finally, I CANNOT find in the Bible teachings that endorse the kind of recreational dating that the world practices today. It teaches us to date and dump based on compatibility and when something goes wrong, change the person you are "with". Imagine if God did that to us. We would have been "dumped" the first time we sin! Let us all pursue godliness in relationships together and be:

and women

Feed Your Raging Hormones!

2009-08-17T17:03:00.005+08:00

Recently, BBC just had our semi-formal (why don't they just call it year 11 prom?), which is an event for you to invite a female partner, (seeing that everyone that attends Brisbane BOY'S College is a boy..) for a night of fun.

In other words, this is, for some deprived boys, their golden opportunity to feed their raging hormones, without having to lock themselves in a room late at night after their parents are asleep.

It was on the MiCat, a three storied boat. The boat was pretty awesome. The first floor they had a Dj and a dance floor, where, everyone was just dancing like crazy even if they had no idea what they were doing. 2nd floor was a photography floor and the thrid, an open area with seats.

My partner and I

The view

Tom, me and Alex

The bald fella in the middle is the sarge

The food on that night was horrible. Failed so badly. It was catering. They served four different dishes, one scoop each. They gave us like this "pop corn chicken" sized small box. Then there was 1 scoop of rice which was undercooked, 1 scoop of pathetic guai lou curry chicken (tasted sweet and sour. A mere insult to curry chicken), a scoop of dried up soy sause beef and a scoop of vegetable. With chopsticks. Lol. The amount of people who dint know how to use them provided me with some laughter.

After that we went to Alan's place for a post party. It was really nice. A few of us and our dates around a fire place.

The post ended around 3 but Corne and Chewy stayed on cause they were doing a 40 hour famine thing. Went over to sleep over and Dom's place with Andrew and Tom. His place was fun. pool table and all. Played fifa and all that too.

Overall a fun experience and good night. Now I only wonder if what would have happenned if I chosen the other choise, the Hotpot BBQ outreach event with my beloved cell group?.....

Are you addicted to DOTA?

2009-07-20T16:05:00.003+08:00

The obvious main symptoms:

1.You develop a close and disturbing relationship with your gaming accessories. You perform weird rituals like kissing your mouse, praying to your modem, and talking to your keyboard before you start playing.

2.Your friends say you smell like Dota and you agree. Seconds later you realize that there is no such smell.

3.Your desktop background is Dota, your blog, Friendster and Facebook layout is Dota. You play Dota with the Dota theme song blasting out of your speakers, with ur Dota mouse and keyboard, drinking your Dota soda while eating your Dota snack.

4.You have dreams of cutting down a big tree or smashing a big chunk of ice or nightmares about five people ambushing you at a river.

5.You start using Dota character quotes during your everyday conversations. You chant the Dota kill streak order in your sleep and you use it every time u get a question correct during class.

The other minor signs:

You think a vampire is coming after you every time the clouds darken the sun.
You walk around the streets dressed as any hero in the game.
You stick a skull at the end of a wood and yell, hoping you will grow taller.
You are afraid to go to a shop surrounded by trees by yourself.
You think you can wind walk into the opposite sex's washroom and not be noticed.
You start roaring thinking people would get shoved aside, clearing a way for you.
You fill up your bathtub and stand next to it, hoping you will heal.
You tie an umbrella to a long steel chain and toss it at someone, hoping they will be pulled back.
You think carrying a gem will let u see invisible things.
You think your pet spider is going to turn invisible when it builds its web.
You feel that killing people is alright because they will respawn later.
You think carrying a blue axe will make u split into three.
You start shouting "FIRST BLOOD" when you see blood.
You buy a Captain America mask and try to activate frenzy.
Whenever you see twins, you will think they are illusions.
You poison people to make them slow.
You go charging around with a knife yelling "Blink Strike!"
You think kids playing with lanterns during the lantern festival are going to pop up in your face and knock you backwards
You look for a tribe of monkeys and ask them who is their king so u can steal its bar.
When you meet a girl named Radiance, you think she is going to burn you.
You think swimmers doing the butterfly have increased attack speed, agility and evasion.
You toss hammers at people during a sprint race hoping they will stop for 2 seconds.
You think lightning comes out of your hammer.
During a thunderstorm, you think the whole world will all get zapped at the same time.
You wear a ring, hoping you will heal.
You take a big log and keep smashing the ground, hoping to shake he earth.
You start eating trees hoping you will heal
You think sticking a big eye on a stick and placing it in your parents' room would let you spy on them
You think all shoes in the mall cost 500.
You accidentally call your girlfriend Lina.
You start calling your fat friends Leviathan, Pit Lord and Pudge.
You try to drive your car at 522 km/h
You glue wings to your shoes and try to teleport home.
You slap three random people on the street and yell triple kill!
You think a purplish-blue stone will make you work faster by 55%
You think your cats and dogs can carry item for you.
You stick the letter "S" on one of your kitchen knife and a the letter "Y" on another.
You think there is a girl named Rylai in your fridge.
Three four five six Sven eight nine......
You think someone engulfed in flames is slowly dying and can't cast a spell.
You wake up from a nightmare yelling "Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!"
You think fountains will hurl giant fireballs at you.
When someone around you vanishes, you quickly reach for your gem.
When you think a lion is going to shoot a long red beam.
You start looking around for a Siren when you see a group of people sleeping.
When you eat lunch, you say "fresh meat!"
You run from your grandmother's walking stick because you think she is going to dagon you.
Upon breaking big rocks, you think that there are going to be cheese inside.
You think of people walking in fours as creeps
You think your girlfriend has Linken's Sphere after you have fingered her.
You think of BURIZA-DO KYANNON when you walk past a korean restaurant.
When you see a smoked coming from a building, you think of someone backstabbing you.
You think scorpions will go underground all of a sudden.
You go to the hospital to have a heart transplant, and you describe your new heart as, "purple, glowing and it made me live longer. It also improved my metabolism."
When you see frogs and sheep, you observe if they become heroes 3.5 seconds later.
You hold a handful of pebbles and throw them in the air and shout out "Scattershot!"
You throw a bottle of beer at the bouncers, hoping that the 75% miss and 14 % movement slow will allow you to slip past their grasp
You throw in a bag of snakes and say "mass serpent wards"
You avoid touching anybody who's sleeping lest their nightmares jump to you.
When you sea some strange green water you say "I'm on to you Morphling!"
You studied math for the sake of calculating stats, percent reductions, damage, AoE, etc...

Lastly, you know your addicted to Dota when you do a post like this on your blog.

Semester Break! 3 weeks I wont rade for anything!

2009-07-14T12:25:00.011+08:00

Memorable things that happened during my 3 weeks holiday back home:

Michael Jackson died. He probably earned more money within the 3 weeks after he died than the last 10 years of his life.
Christiano Ronaldo got sold. (Stupid arrogant traitor.)
Malaysian Education decided to switch back to teaching Maths and Science in BM. (Political?)
Bro volunteered in a vet.
Spent 7 hours with Clan mates in a Tbunz Cyber Cafe playing DotA.
Played Monopoly with Ex 5 Omega classmates
Ate Nandos 3 times.
Visited CFSMKSU. All the momories!
Visited MYF TMCPJ. Felt so at home!
Watched 2 T-formers2 and Ice Age 3 with ex-classmates.
Ate at Murni. GOOOOOOD!
Caught up with old friends.
Spent time with family and dog.
Cooked dinner for friends.
Bought GUNDAMS!

I'll just write on the ones that I took pictures from:

DOTA at Tbunz:
If you are looking for a way to waste the whole day away, look no further. Grab a cousin, and two friends whom you are absolutely sure you can trust in Dota, and find a cyber cafe. Sit there for the next 7 hours.
That was what I did on one of the days back in M'sia. My cousin Daniel, Eng Seng, Chin Nam and I wanted to play DotA so badly (well, the second part only me la) that we decided to be those crazy Korean/Chinese Gamers for 7 hours. From 2p.m. to 9p.m. But befiore that, we ate. Pan Mee.

Cousin Daniel

Eng Seng

Chin Nam

My disappointing food.

Eng Seng: Diu ni Nam Ks 我
Nam: How I know? I was just spinning.
Daniel: Yeeeees ah Nam Yeees ah?

Nam just got a DOUBLE KILL!
Seng just got a Triple Kill!
The Sentinel is OWNING!

Nam: Eh back back!. All red life adi.
Daniel: They all die already la.
Nam: Oh.

ROSHAN HAS JUST BEEN SLAIN BY THE SENTINEL
Paul has just accuired the Aegis of the Immortal

Paul: Here I come!..... DiAO! u all kill all adi!

Nam: 我想要 Heart. 我想要 Heart
Seng: 我要做蝴蝶! 我要做蝴蝶!

How to ambush in DotA:

Hide and put on excited ambush face(Nam). Notice how Eng Seng hides both his hero and himself under the table.

Then pop out when signal is given. The opponents will be scared and poop in their pants because they were not expecting a player to be hidden.

MONOPOLY!
My ex-secondary school mates and I decided 2 have dinner at Murni and it was good. Then instead of the usual Texas Hold'em Poker, we decided to play monopoly for a change.

Zee Hoe, P-ter, Geemee, Garee, Tee Wern and G Soon.

Siap la!

It was all good fun and laughter. I haven't played monopoly for years. Forgot like..everything. Everything was going well...until,

The cursed dagger came along. All who touches this dagger will go crazy. Except me, cuz I touched it enough. Yeeeeeess..My Precioussssssssssss.

Ji Soon was first.

Then he stabbed Twern with it.

Then Peter took it.
He became crazy too. Started making faces.
Then Zhi Hoe took it. Picture says it all. Jimmy and Gary soon followed.

Pork Bone Tea at Old Town.

Not the best Bah Kut Teh but the people I ate with made it special.

All in all, an excellent holiday. =) Enjoyed myself. Cant wait for the year end holiday. Really Thank God for amazing people in my life.

MY WATER BAPTISM!

2009-06-06T14:26:00.005+08:00

Water Baptism - Many People Ask If It's Required for Salvation.....
I believe baptism isn't an act that gets us into heaven but it is faith in Jesus Christ as Savior and Lord that offers that assurance. Baptism (by full immersion as taught in the Bible) is an act of obedience that should be an immediate part of our acceptance of the gift of grace offered by Jesus Christ.

True faith in Jesus Christ and His work on the cross for our sins is sufficient for salvation. Christ has already done everything. By definition, His grace doesn't require any additional "works" by us. That being said, Jesus Christ commands us to be baptized (Matthew 28:18-20), and therefore, all believers should be baptized.

According to the Bible, the symbolism of baptism declares that three things happen to believers who are baptized:

They die with Christ to their old self
They rise with Christ to become a new creature; and
They are incorporated in their new life with a living community which looks for the coming of the Lord (Romans 6:1-11).

"Then Jesus came to them and said, 'All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore, go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I will be with you always, to the very end of the age'" (Matthew 28:18-20).

On the 6 June 2009, 9:15 a.m. I had my baptism! My mum told me I got baptized when was little but knew close to nothing about it and the significance of it was lost to me. So I decided to get water again now it means so much more to me. I praised toe Lord for the opportunity. Furthermore, there was no 3 month membership/baptism and confirmation class. It was just a 6 week church membership class and a night class with my shepherd.

My beloved life-group was so sweet to turn up and witness it! I would not trade this for anything....
My loving mum and bro was there too. To make it more fun, its winter! And its 9a.m.! The water was FREEZING COLD! I could not even speak properly. LoL

Started off with Kelvin sharing from Acts 8:26-40 Then a prayer

Testing out the water.

It was frezzing cold

Waiting for Josh. More freezing to do.

Kelvin and Jason praying for me
The shivering prayer.
The submersion. Backwards.
TOWEL!
AAAAH COLD!
My bro, me and mum
J4 Guys+my bro
JUDAH 4!
Thank U all for coming. Really means a lot to me.

DOUBLE O RAISER!

2009-03-30T20:07:00.010+08:00

Gundam OO season 2 just finished today and so far it is the best season of Gundam so far. To top it off, there is going to be a movie released by Sunrise in 2010. Cant think of a better way to celebrate the 30 years anniversary of Gundam!

Feeling so high after watching that last episode! Thus, I had to take pictures of my OO Gundam!

That is just the box of OO Gundam. As for the O raiser box, I left it back in Malaysia.

Big thanks goes to my beloved cousin Daniel for buying the O-raiser for me as a going away present. Yea..3 mths ago.Yea. Thats us trying to protect our food during chinese new year from his mum.

I thought I tried taking pictures of this one under a bright yellow light at night.

The legs are no doubt the most flexible as compared to all the previous Gundams thus far.

I shot it on my table without a stand

Rear View
If U are trying to figure out what my phone is, its a Sony E K618i
But don't look at the phone, look at the gundam!

The main features of OO Gundam are the twin drivers. After all, they did name the whole series GUNDAM Double O

The Gn-Sword 2. I still think the first Gn-sword is cooler. But OO has two Gn-Swords

It can be used as a sword or a gun

You can call this an upgraded and way improved version of Gundam Exia.

The Gn-Shield from Exia has also been upgraded to Gn-Shield 2.

It can be used as claws

It can be either connected or seperated.

When I first saw OO Gundam, I thought it was cool but I wondered why there was no big back packs like all Gundams. Then came,

The O-RAISER!

Its a plane that attaches to the back of OO

Close up

Rear View
Docking Mode.

Double O Raiser!
The sides are very very VERY flimsy.
Specially after u connect the sides of the O raiser to it.
Not a very solid product.
Thus I got tired of it falling off, I just stuck the plane on without removing the sides
The body itself is also very loosely attached.
See what I mean....

When the sides of the plane is attached, the sides become very heavy.
But, it still looks cool.
I'm sure they will make one in Master Grade
since this is such a popular high profile Gundam.
Just a matter of time.

DOW2!!!!

2009-03-12T15:49:00.002+08:00

What have I been up to for the past two weeks? Well, killing Orcs, Eldar and Tyranids!
Finally la. The long wait is over! Dawn of War 2 was released and I managed to get my hands on it!

This game is very different from DOW1 in many many ways.
If you have been missing out, its time for you to get it! Even if you are not a Warhammer 40k fan, you will still like this game!

The game play is more on strategic placing of a few squads of men. Rather then the constant micro and running around of alot of men in DOW. The Storyline is quite short but good. Some missions repeat themselves. Its pretty much allows you to level up and get nice items

The skirmishes can be quite a pain. There is only one main building which produces all the units. Again this is trying to get the players to focus on unit placements rather than building stuff. But the main building takes forever to take down! Even if you park your entire army in front and fire, it will take you forever to bring it down.

This is really going to set the bar for starcraft 2 which never seems to come out!

If you play this long enough, you will want to be a space marine yourself. For the Emperor!

Mexican Night Outreach!!

2009-02-22T10:06:00.008+08:00

Evangelism....one of my favorite topics and something I am still trying to improve.
Evangelism. The main Vision of Hope Brisbane Christian Church.(Fulfill the Great Commission)

And thus, J4 (The cell/Life group I'm in), having reaching out and evangelizing in mind, threw a party themed Mexican Night. I personally found it a very interesting and different way to reach out and touch lives for Christ. There was very little mention of Christianity, the main purpose was to build a solid friendship by going out of the way for them, and then only hit them with the message of the gospel of Christ.

Coming from a Methodist Church (I miss you all!) and a CF from SMKSU(I miss you all also!), I was tempted to share about Christ and Bible-bash them but decided to try this strategy which was new to me.

Praise and Thank the Lord that it went very well. Turn was was pretty good and there were no big problems. Had fun getting to know different people of different races that come from different country. Of course, I found it easier to connect to none other than, Malaysians! So nice to share so many topics in common.

Great time getting to know each other

I don't seem to remember the names.....

Mealtime
Josh
Cell Leaders Jason and Kelvin
The food. Well, the left overs. They ate so fast I could not take a picture in time
Danu and Nicole. Danu is from Msia! He lives in SS 14

Kelvin and his sister Rachel
I too invited two people from BBC. Alex from South Africa and David.
This Picture says I'm short!

Andrei from South Africa. He is so famous he has a fan

Flora on registration.
I salute her for not eating the whole night.
Amazing example of commitment.

Ready for games.

Game-master

Started off with a name-calling game

Charades
We played one name game and two action game
It was hilarious

All in all it was a terrific night of out reach. I am learning a lot about touching souls for Christ. Can't wait for the follow up next week. A day trip to Sunshine Coast

Dear Lord, Thank You for being my God

2009-02-15T00:23:00.004+08:00

I want to start by saying:

GOD IS AWSOME

Once again, He has shown me that He is so real and has led me and will always be there for me.

I am settling down quite well though some areas could be better but still, Glory be to God. All that worry, anxiety and fear did not get the better of me. Aus has its pros and cons.

I am currently doing Yr 11 and then Yr 12 in 2010 which will lead to university after Yr 12. According to my age, I am supposed to be in Yr 12, which is what Aussies to when they are 18. But the things studied at years 11 and 12 are closely related and there is a thing called OP score(which is added together by the end of yr 12), not to mention a big test, they will not let me enter yr12 unless I do 11, thus putting me in my current situation, making me one year older than everyone in my year...

After three weeks of school, I am still finding my feet and trying my best to make as many friends in school as possible. It is hard, I find it hard to relate to these people of totally different culture and upbringing.

Something happened during lunch time that completely stunned me. It was lunch time and so I decided to sit down with someone. He had his lunch and I had mine. He opens his lunch box and realizes his mum packed perfectly good looking fish and chips and this is what he says:"Oh man....fish and chips again? That's all my mum knows! Ewwww the chips are soggy. I think wont be eating them today"

Then he proceeded to throw his whole lunch into the bin. I stared, stunned and three very unpleasant words came to mind. Then again I thought this is a Private school so....they probably have truckloads of fish and chips to throw away. I wanted to advise him also cannot because part of me was already pissed off at how he just wasted good fish and chips! But dammit, what a waste of food!

See what I mean by I cant relate to people like that?

Another incident was during Graphics class. I am completely new to this subject and to make matters worse, all the others had at least 3 years of Graphics education and interestingly enough, all the drawings were done on computer. We were using AutoCAD, something which I was new to. So The kid next to me had already finished his drawing, all done, nice and flashy. I was having a problem with how to draw this particular thing so I asked him how he did his. This is what he said:" I don't know...... Go ask the teacher", giving me that pathetic smile and tone.

WHAT THE HELL! WANT TO LIE AND BE SELFISH ALSO DO IT WITH SOME BRAINS FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!

I guess this is how students in a private school behave huh? Just because they have lots of money, they think they are better than anyone, snobbish, prideful and arrogant. How am I going to mix with people like this...... This is going to be one interesting task. There is this Aus and Asian barrier there. But I know that with man, this is impossible but with God, all things are possible. So I will just surrender this unto the Lord to open ways.

Oh yea, many of them haven't got a clue where Malaysia is. They keep thinking I'm Korean for no reason. One of them though I was a Muslim when I said I'm Malaysian. Does Paul sound like a Muslim name? I was eating bacon sand-witch man.

Being a Christian college, naturally they would have Christian Fellowship. They call it ISCF(inter school christian fellowship)! Without thinking twice, I joined. Interesting how God can move people. One year ago I was standing in CFSMKSU and now I find myself in ISCF.

I was somewhat surprised at how different the two CFs are. The numbers are about the same. ISCF have their meetings during lunch time once a week, a small cell group meeting, a bible study meeting and a prayer meeting, each once a week. The guys in the CF seem like a nice bunch of boys. Different from all the other students. I would want to know them better.

Because this was a Christian based college, the ISCF is approved and support by the school and they won't have to face the threat of being shut down It is quite heavily dependant on teachers...... Which could be a good thing and a bad one. It is good because there are many experienced teachers teaching the right stuff. The down side is, the members might end up taking the CF for granted. We would have a different teacher speak to us or an invited speaker. We would also have events or socials as they call it, Once every three weeks. It is like an event where we meet up with CFs from other schools and have fun activites to bond and get to know other CFs.

Another thing that was surprising was that there was no praise and worship. Nor was there a worship team. How I miss Subang Utama CF. All the wonderful memorable times, the camps, the prayer meetings. Lol. (You wont appritiate something until you have lost it) ..... but non the less, this is where God has put me and there are many many things to be done and I will serve him in this CF he placed me in to the best way He wants me to.

In the area of spiritual growth, I am settling down well in a church. Hallelujah! Much better than I had expected. I am attending Hope Brisbane. Praise God for calling me there. It is a charismatic Church. My brother first introduced me to it years ago. I was kind of shocked, coming from an awsome Methodist Church. Many things were different in many ways. It is mainly comprised of university students and young working adults who come from overseas. Mostly Asians. Which brings the connection among members closers because we are all away from family and can now rely on each other as a family. I praise the Lord for bringing them into my life.

I feel the Lord slowly trying to reveal His plan to me right now as he is shaping my life. He never fails to amaze me to no end at how short termed and small we think but infact His plans for each one of us is HUGE beyond our comprehensions. For those who are going through a tough time, wondering where or what is God's plan and asking all the whys, know that the Lord wants to go with you through the fire, to build perseverence and that you will come forth as pure gold, fit for his Kingdom's work.

16 Things about me.

2009-02-02T16:52:00.004+08:00

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.

I have a Savior who died and conquered the grave for my sins and a heavenly Father whos greatness I canot fathom. Would you like to know him more if you still have no clue who I'm talking abou?
I have no belly button, a scar on my forehead and ankle. This is reminder and a testimony of how real God is in my life.
I nearly died three times during my first six months in the hospital. This is proof that GOD IS REAL! You can bring all your scientific facts, I'll bring my FAITH!
I love keeping my friends close to me and together as a group.
I "love" Indians. Right?
Ephesians 2:8 is my favorite verse.
The book of Romans is my favorite.
Other verses that I will forever remember: 1Tim 4:12( Given by a group of special people), Isiah 40:31(CFSMKSU theme verse 08), Matthew 5:8 (MYF theme verse 08) and Phil 4:13 (My motivation verse)
My childhood revolved around Power Rangers. The carefree good times where we run around playing power rangers and end up in a fight over who be the white ranger. Ended up with everyone being white rangers.....Those were the times. (They nearly banned Power rangers because the first yellow ranger was an Asian and the first black ranger had black skin).
Gundams Gundams Gundams Gundams Gundams. Think you get the point.
I watched the Fellowship of the Rings 11 times, the Two towers 7 times and the Return of the King 9 times. Some being extended versions
I am missing TMCPJ and the Myf there. I am also missing my 5Omega mates and the CF days
I can cook chinese food. I stink at cooking western food. Just not my style
I had three inches of my intestines cut off during birth. So, my ability to absorb nutrients from the food is less. Therefore, I wont grow fat even if I eat loads. The downside, I cant grow that tal either.
My eyebrowns are born that way. It's not that I'm emo or pissed.
ME HEARTS JESUS

I TAG:
1. Ann EE
2. Yih Shan
3. Han Juan
4. Sarah
5. Mei Yan
6. Jason

A Somewhat different CNY

2009-01-31T14:16:00.014+08:00

Chinese new year. Something some Australians never even heard of. I started off the week thinking this is so going to be one of the most different CNYs for all the wrong reasons.

College starts on the 2nd day of CNY!
No Reunion with cousins,uncles and aunts
The atmosphere over here is nothing compared to back in Msia

The night before CNY, my parents and I had the usual reunion dinner. Only the three of us. Really makes me miss all the CNYs I had back in Msia. It's always when you lose something and only then will you learn the value of it. Be it some privelage, a person or a blessing. So for all of you who used to and are still complaining about the hustle, bustle and troubles of traveling during CNY, try to enjoy it. The warmth of a family, people who truly love you. One day, it will be taken away from you.

The first few days at the new college was certainly an entirly different experience for me. It had plenty ups and downs. The first day of CNY passed being just another normal day for me

On Thursday, My brother came back from Msia. By then I wasnt really thinking alot about CNY but focusing on college.

Then Friday came along. I was somewhat relieved that the weekend was just around the corner. For dinner that night, My family and I decided to go to Chinatown to check things out. My dad was craving for Chinese food and we heard there was going to be a lion and dragon dance. After a short drive, we were there.

Lots o' people there.
Most of them were Asians.

Just the four of us. No relatives.

We waited for half and hour and then:

The show started.
It began with three people dressed in really shinny costume as famous chinese heroes
two of the three of them

The other one. This one has fair skin.

I wonder if this one is indian.
Maybe one of them Hindu gods converted to Budhism

The lion dancing started:

They were controlled by the beating of large Chinese drums and the clinging and clanging of symbols. They ran through the crowd and scared some kids too.

When it was over, the main attraction came on:

The Dragon

It was controlled by about 6 people. To my surprise, Aussies were controlling them. Not Chinese.
It was a fairly small one. Dad was expecting those gigantically long ones.
Hats off to the people controlling it. They were fit!

They ended with more lions and this final pose. Certainly was something different this year. It turned out quite okay. Praise be to the Lord Most High!

Th e BBC Uniform

2009-01-25T22:46:00.005+08:00

Okay. A little more about BBC. Started in 1902 with only 4 students. Bought over by the Presbyterian and Methodist School Association (PMSA) ''PMS eh?'' in 1918.

It is very very near the house I'm living in. I'm living with my bro. I just need to walk up the hill and within less than 100 steps, I'm at the entrance.

Went to buy the uniform today and it was a miracle. They had my size! There are very very proud of their school's name. There is like everything BBC. Ties, bags, coats, jackets, specific uniforms for different sports and the hat! I shall not comment about the Hat!

Everything is in green! So environmentally friendly. I feel like an orc from Warcraft.

Green shirt, Long black pants, Tie and a pair of black shoes
This is what I'll be wearing during winter. An additional coat

This is the Hat.
Yes.
Laugh at me while you still can.
I know you are laughing.
so hard right now that you are about to shit your pants.
This is so not me!
I look like a Chinapek!
The hat really does not help the look.
By the way, It is not soft.
It is HARD. very. It can hurt someone.
Now I look like a Chinese mafia.

To The Land Down Under!

2009-01-23T15:03:00.006+08:00

After weeks and weeks of prayer, thinking and struggling with my human desires not to leave my family, friends and church behind, I have decided to submit to God's unavoidable call and plan and to go and study in Australia!

Thus, the packing begun. I packed right up until the last hour. It was like packing my whole life away into two bags. How I wish I could throw all my friends inside too.My Gundam army

I had the most fun packing all the Gundams into 3 normal boxes and 1 big long box. I taped them onto the box and as for the long box, i used sponge and layed them layer upon layer.

My mum came with me and my dad, my Ah Mah and Tze Leet was there to send us off. Cousin Daniel and my uncle could not make it to send me off due to the horrible jam.

We flew Air Asia X from the LCCT. My dad kept up his usual tradition of scolding the crap out of the people at the check in counter. This time it was about passports.

The flight was 8 hours. We flew during the night so we could just sleep through the flight. Or so i thought. There was a baby behind us and it could not stop crying the whole flight!! I was tired, irritated and lacked sleep.

We landed in the Woolongatta Airport in Brisbane. The first thing I noticed is the Aussie slang! The first thing the fellow at the immigration said was G'Day mate!. Due to his strong slag, I thought he told me to Go Die Mate.

At the customs, this happened:

Officer: So what do you have in this colorful box?
Me: Gundams
Officer: What? You brought guns? Securi....
Me: Wait. wait wait! NoNo. Plastic toy models.

After the airport, it was an insanely expensive taxi ride to Robina Street trains station. We took the train to Roma Street. It was a 45 minutes ride. Again. I could not sleep because of crying babies.

Then we went to speak to the Head of Senior School of BBC, Dr.Peter Britton. No he aint from Britain. BBC stands for Brisbane Boy's College. Don't worry. I will not turn gay. Then we went for a tour of the college and it is MUCH MUCH bigger than SMKSU. It makes SU look like termites!

I was surprised that it was a Christian-based school. It was Methodist and Presby. There is even a Chapel in the school. There is a compulsory subject called Christian Education. A MUCH better subject than some cheapo subject called Pendidikan Moral!

The Chapel

Aku kena saman! First time thus far! LoL

2009-01-17T02:10:00.006+08:00

How would you like to start the day with a summon? Yeap. this is my first traffic summon.

Issued by: MPSJ
Tarikh: 16/1/09
Waktu: 10:21a.m.
No. Kenderaan: WPD31
Warna: Silver
Model Kenderaan: MYV
Tempat Kesalahan: Jalan SS15/8 Subang Jaya
KOD kesalahan: 01

Bayaran Dikenakan: RM 80.00

Kod 01 says: Meletak kenderaan bermotor di tempat bukan letak kereta. In english, CNY is around the corner and MPSJ needs money.

The hanky panky part is, I got out of my car at 10:20 and headed for McD's and when was it issued? 10:21 a.m. Either God wants me to learn something or MPSJ have been stalking my butthole.

As the address stated, I was at ss15. Yih Shan called me the night before and said we would be having brunch at 10 with the college people, catching them at their break time. Fair enough, I went. I picked up Yih Shan and Min Shen and headed for SS15.

I was feeling quite happy already because I out-muscled a van with a Myvi to get in lane to turn into 15 and avoided a crazed indian running across the street all of a sudden (Does life mean nothing to these people?)

I parked at the area directly opposite to McD's and Starbucks. Many other cars were already parked in a row. I started praising God for the awsome luck when i saw the space. All too soon.

So we went to McD's and met up with Jimmy and Zhi Hoe who were already eating with their classmates. Good to see them bonding with their classmates and doing well. A pity that those two were too busy to even introduce the three of us. Feeling like unwatnted intruders, we went to AC.

There we met up with Wyman and chatted while waiting for other familiar faces.

Soon enough we met familiar faces. Shu Lyn Joined us. We also saw those like Cheryl, Dhivya, Eugene, Ming Feng, Sam, Adrian and lastly Jon Lai. It was awsome catching up with them.

Then time came for us to leave and when we were walking towards my car down the road, I noticed the cars along the row had samans so I was expecting one on my car too. The amazing part was, there were two Mercedes among the row of cars and guess where the samans were? Not there! Do those MPSJ people need Ananias to pray over them? Indeed. Malaysia boleh. Apa pun boleh.

Justice for all

2009-01-13T16:50:00.008+08:00

ZGMF X-19A Infinite Justice in 1/100 scale Master Grade! I have been waiting for this quite some time that I was quite tempted to buy the normal 1/100HG one. Luckily I waited because this is the best MG kit Bandai have released up to date! Worth every sen.

Took me half a day to complete this as MG gundams have extremely brilliant details and alot of pieces.

Launch

This is quite a solid Gundam. There are no loose pieces. And just like any other MG Gundam, the legs are very very stiff.

The Fatum-01 sub-flighter backpack:
The Infinite Justice is unique because the backpack transforms into a plane.
The details and seals on the wings are amazing

Suprisingly, the balance of this Gundam is very good. It can even stand on the plane which was so much smaller than the Justice.

It can even hold on to the plane. The grip is good and steady too

The Shield is also one of the most impressive I have seen.

There is a boomerang attached to it which can be pulled out and used as a beam saber or flung like a boomerang.

Then there is a pincer-like projectile that can be launched by a bendable string. How sick is that!

When the shield is used as a shield itself, it has a cool shinny blue surface which can be attached.

All the Weapons. One beam rifle. Two beam sabers. One shield. One fighter plane jet pack. One boomerang. Two leg beams and Two wing beams

A close up. Yes this is actually a pink Gundam. A very very cool pink Gundam. The pilot is not a girl though
The cockpit. Again I am not going to paint such a small piece.

The legs itself can have those pink beams attached to em, Making them like beam sabers! (notice the legs)

Two beam sabers! They can combine! This is so Star Wars!

Notice the wings. They too can be fitted with those pink beam-like thingy.

All thgether, there are Seven points which have those pinky beams. Making the oo Justice one of the best and most dangerous close combat Gundams

The rear view with the fighter fully extended.
Front view of it during flight

Chinese Kung Fu Gundam

DoTA is like my spiritual walk?!

2009-01-11T18:28:00.007+08:00

To some of you, this picture is all too familiar and needs no introduction. Some of you are thinking: ah that stupid game again. Cant believe i used to play that.
To some, this is a blessing. and some a curse.
Some of you freaking love and worship this game!
Some of you have not even played this game.
Like it or not, many have played this and have spent days playing it!

This is Dota(Defense of the Ancients). This is now one of the most popular custom maps in WC3(Warcraft3). I would say Dota is as important to WC3 as Counter Strike is to Half Life.

After playing thousands of DoTA games, I cant help but notice how closely it relates to our spiritual walk with God.

The Waiting:
You are all fired up to play! You called four of your friends together to form a team and it's Saturday night, no one is going to stop you and you hosted a game on whichever server you are playing on and you gave your room an attractive game name:(-APPPPPPPPPPPPPP, Come Pawn Noob Host, -Ap Come get girl's number) Well the first name is just annoying, the second is a lie. Hosts usually beat the stuffing out of everyone due to their zero lag time and the third one is definatly a lie.

After that what happens, you wait ......and wait ......and wait. No one cones in! Or one player enters and another leaves! The room cant fill up and all five of you have to act like strangers and pretend to be nice to the player who just joined. It is frustrating to wait and the host gets pissed off and the RMKs start popping out.

Now, have you ever prayed and waited for God to answer? And you waited...... and waited..... and no answer? Then we usually get irritated and angry at God. Well the book of Isaiah chapter 55 tells us that the ways and thoughts of the Lord is higher. Therefore His timing and our timing is way different. It is the same when we are waiting for people to join the game or waiting upon God's answer. The fruit of patience is needed

Crossing the River:
Yes..the lovely river in the middle of the map. Some love it. Some hate it. It is the place where many things happen. Ambushing, backstabbing and gang-banging. When you are in a good position and feeling stronger than the opponent, you would have more confidence in crossing it.
Here is the typical example when it comes to crossing the river:

Movenwrath: Come all mid. Push and end game. Later they grow fat!
Illidan: Cant. We not fat enough. They are stronger than us. Farm more
l3s: U all go first. I got Travel. I join you all later
M0rph: Coming coming.
cskillz: Wait ah. Let me farm my MKB first then my razor pawn them all

Crossing the river may be a scary thing because we enter into the unknown. Some are hesitant and want to be more prepared. But when it comes, we still have to take that step of faith and cross it because if you don't cross it, you cant win.

Revelation 3:20 says: Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me.

God wants you to take that step of faith with Him in your life regardless of how many years you have been a christian or non-christian. Full surrender in what you are doing knowing that He is there to catch you when you fall. So crossing the river is just like taking that step of faith with God.

Farming:
One of the most important aspects of the game. All you people sneakily timing the last hits! The amount of creeps you kill in a game determines how strong and how superior you items will be. The more creeps you kill, the more money and level. Now, imagine your christian life where you do not read the bible or do any devotion and quiet time. It would be like depriving the hero of gold and good items. Your spiritual life wont be filled so farming in DoTA is just like reading the bible everyday in our spiritual walk.

Teamwork:
I have won and lost countless games due to either superb or horrible teamwork. Be it in pushing, ambushing or out micro-managing the opponents, teamwork and trust plays an important role. I have seen 2 heroes take out all 5 heroes, a game where there is an average of one kill a minute and a 5v5 game ended in just 12 minutes and why? teamwork!

Hebrews 12:1 says that we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses. We do not run this christian life of faith alone. There are fellow brothers and sisters around to help you when you need them. No man is an island and we can't do everything alone.

The Noobs:
Irritating aren't they? Even if they are not on your team, they will feed and leave. When they are on your team, your team now has to pull out a top class performance/miracle or hope that the opponent has more noobs.

Remember now, you were once a noob too when you just heard of this game called Dota and you rushed to the cyber cafe or home to install WC3 just for DoTA. There will be people with different skill levels, some who are naturally gifted in DoTA and some who have played WC3 and so picking up DoTA was easier. What if no one taught you how to play or you plainly just canot play DoTA?

This world is filled with christians with different levels of spiritual maturity and understanding, some who are yet to be saved and some who are bron less fortunate. It is the same as those players with different skill levels, players who are new to DoTA and some who just cant play DoTA. You would like to laugh at them and call them noobs right? Now what if you were the noob? Be the salt and light. Reach out to those who are in need and less fortunate.

The Spree:
Killing-spree! Dominating! Mega-Kill! Triple Kill! feels good eh? you feel on fire. On a roll. High!
Reminds me of......Camps! When ever we come back from one, we feel awsome. Refreshed and on fire for God. How long is it going to last? Depends on you. We should always be Owning for God. Is the enemy going to end your Mega-kill? Or will you go on to be Unstoppable for God?

From Zero to Heero

2009-01-08T00:41:00.026+08:00

No. I did not just save the world. The world is already saved. Now people just need to believe in the Savior. It's called Zero to Heero because this is the Wing Gundam Zero, piloted by Heero Yuy

The box itself is impressive. Love the picture. This is an MG (Master Grade). Yup this has many many more parts and a lot more details. bought this around June 08 although it was released like way before. This is my Second MG Kit.

Something that makes the Master Grade type of gundams more cooler than th others is that it can open, and has details of the cockpit of the gundam with an unpainted pilot in ti. No I am not going to paint such a small pilot. At least for now. The other big difference is that the MG gundams have seperate and movable fingers as compared to the other lower grades.

This is without a doubt one of the hottest Gundams. It has angelic wings! The only Gundams that could possible look sexier than this is the Strike Freedom or 00 Gundam.

The only possible flaw about this model is that the wings are flimsy and loose. Making life hard to make and hold certain poses

The Beam Sabers. These ones are green. Now you don't see that every day.

Why Wing Zero is so known?
The Twin Buster Rifles.
This is one of the famous poses

The two rifles can combine. Awwwwwwsome!

Wing Gundam Zero:
-Zero System
-Two machine cannons
-Two Beam Saber
-Two Buster Rifles
-Angelic Wings

Gorgeous!

Trademark Pose

Are you equiped with the armor of God?

2009-01-07T01:12:00.003+08:00

Ephesians 6:10-18 (New International Version)

10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.
When ever I look at this passage, the first thing that strikes my mind is, no, I’m thinking of Gundams, but RPG games that many people spend hours and hours playing. In the game, players would collect items to strengthen their characters and when they collect the whole set, they get an even greater bonus!. Doesn’t that sound familiar? look at verse 11. It says put on the FULL Armor of God. It is when we have the whole set then only we will be ready to stand. How is it then,that we can spend hours in an online game looking for armor that does not last rather than looking for an eternal armor?

1.Belt of Truth (v14):
-John8:32 says the truth will set us free.
-As a soldier’s belt gave ease and freedom of movement, so truth gives the believer freedom with self, others and God
-When you don’t have a belt, your pants fall right? When you run when yours pants fall, your are going to trip and fall when you run. This applies to our Christian walk
2.Breastplate of righteousness (v14):

-This refers to the sanctifying righteousness of Christ
-Breastplate protects the chest
-So the sanctifying righteousness guards a believer’s heart

3.Feet fitted with gospel of peace (v15)

-Not so much about spreading the gospel
-But rather more on keeping ourselves deeply rooted to the word of God
-This brings stability and peace

4.Shield of faith (v16)

-The shield consists of faith
-A Christian’s resolute faith in the Lord can stop and extinguish all the tricks of the evil one
-Satan wont come up to you in a big scary demonic form , he will probably try and get you from far, therefore like an arrow, hitting from far

5.Helmet of Salvation (v17)

-The head is one of the vulnerable parts of the body
-If the head is injured, we may have permanent and serious damage
-Having one’s head guarded by a helmet gives a sense of security
-The salvation may be personal safety or future promised deliverance

6.Sword of the Spirit (v17)

-This sword is specified as the Word of God
-Use the Word of God to combat enemies
-When Jesus was fasting in the desert and was tempted, three times hen quoted Scripture

7.Prayer (v18)

-Many would think that the sword was the only weapon
-Prayer can be used to moved mountains and against the evil one

Therefore, let us equip ourselves with the full armor of God and continue forward to the goal and plan God has for us

GN Arms Type-E+Gundam Exia

2009-01-06T11:12:00.016+08:00

I have Finally got my hands on this! Drool..Drool!
This is High Grade with the scale of 1/144 which means there are not as many pieces at the Master Grade models but still, the box is big. It comes with a Gn Arms type E and a Gundam Exia(X say yea) which can also be bought seperately

I took one good afternoon to finish this. Going into the details of the Gundam and the pilot would put you to sleep.

GN 001 Gundam Exia
Seven Sword System:
-GN Sword/Rifle
-GN Long Blade
-Gn Short Blade
-GN Shield
-Two Beam Saber
-Two Beam Dagger

Gn Arms Type E (E for Exia if you are wondering)
This combines with Gundam Exia
It has two big canons. yummy..

The docking sequence. As you can see, the Arms opens up

He loved me before I even knew Him 1

2007-09-04T18:32:00.001+08:00

"The Lord already knows you, and has a plan for you even before you were born".
That statement never stops to amaze me every time I hear it because I am deeply touched at how wonderful God has been to me throughout my life right from the very moment I was born.
I was a prematured baby when I was born, 7 months compared to the usual 9 or 10 months to be exact.The moment I was born, I was put into the incubator. My lungs were not fully developed,and as if that wasn't bad enough, there was a hole in my stomach and my intestines were actually coming out.So the doctor had to cut off 3 inches of my intestine in order to stitch it back. Therefore,I have no belly button and I am short because I absorb less nutrients compared to the average person. Furthermore, they also poked my forehead and my ankle in order to put drips of medication.Now, there are stitch marks on my ankle and an obvious patch of hairless hole on my forehead. The doctors also told me that there were a few times I turned blue and nearly died. I was declared stable to be let out of SJMC,ICU(Intensive Care Unit) after 6 long months of struggling.
I spent the first five years of my life in Alor Star,Kedah with my grandmother and came back for kindergarten when I was 6.I was born in a Christian family and my parents took me to be baptized and accept Christ few months after I came out of the hospital.The problem was, I dint know anything about it and most of all, I dint know what it meant. Although I went to church and attended Sunday school every week, I went there reluctantly, I always had to be dragged there after a long argument with my parents(which I always lose) because I dint understand the meaning of going to church and Sunday schools. I would always think "Why are these children singing and what is this old lady in front of me doing telling me about a guy named Jesus?" Little did I know that this Jesus would be the Lord of my life, ever-forgiving friend, Saviour, King. To be continued......

He loved me before I even knew Him 2

2007-09-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

I went through my primary school(Lick Hung) life just like any other, wanting to have fun, willing to do anything to fit in and accepted.
Then came life in secondary school. It was pretty much the same old story, wanting to have fun,trying to look cool, be respected and accepted. I put on a mask just to feel good, look cool among friends. But deep down inside, I was empty,lost and lonely. I would always find something to do to avoid the problem. I was running away, from myself, not knowing where I was running.
Until I was in form 3,Around Feb, my mum told me about a Youth Camp that the youth of the church I attend, TMCPJ(Trinity Methodist Church) was organizing. As expected, I thought my mum was crazy if she was going to get me to go. But something inside me spoke to me, It told me to go,i was confused, scared, but I decided to give it a try.During the camp, I dint want to get involve in any activities at all, I joined in a little as during praise and worship but I slept through all of the pastor's sermons. By this time, I had a little more of an idea who Jesus was, my mum kept telling me stories about him. But all I knew was that he died and rose again 3 days later. I thought it was pretty "cool". That was all. I came back from that camp as though nothing had happened, or so i thought . But inside me, I felt something inside me, like a growing seed, or a spreading fire.
A month later, I found myself at my school's CF camp. I went because I had a strong feeling that something is going to happen. As I sat there listening to the pastor talk about the life of a Christian, and the meaning of Salvation, I was touched, deeply touched. I wanted what the pastor said. Salvation, Freedom from Satan and the bondages of the wold,No more running. All that through Christ Jesus. During Alter Call, When the pastor opened the floor to those who wanted to recommit and rededicate their faiths to the Lord, I rushed right out there like there was no tomorrow. A whole new feeling and sensation consumed me. This feeling was like something I never felt before. It was so good no words can come close to describing it. It was better then the sweetest chocolates, better then bah kut teh and better than a Beyond-Godlike Triple Kill in Dota. I knew that this could only be the work of Jesus and the Holy Spirit taking over me. Before I knew it, I was on my knees, tears rolling down my checks and singing praises to The Lord God Almighty as the song "The Heart of Worship" played. that day, my life changed, no more running away. That day onwards, I ran....for Jesus.
From then on,I realized, that the only reason I was alive and made it though all the problems I had when I was born, was because God loved me and has a purpose for me, even before I knew Him. God has a purpose for all of us,go out and look for that purpose, and with God by your side, you will achieve it. Amen!